| Hi jill_x3! It's been 786 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium? i just havent used it in a thousand years. ben feder needs to get over amanda and start being the guy he used to be. it's just not right. i miss tamanend so much, it's incredibly sad. i've been trying to hold back all of these emotions, but here they come, as always. i miss knowing where i'm going, seeing all of my friends in lunch, knowing who was going to be in my homeroom before i got there the first day, having 8 periods, crawley, powers, mancini, gamble, vitacco, MADAME, dennis, even cunfer, goddamnit. i miss complaining about my books being so heavy, realizing now that they weren't THAT bad. i miss the jungle. i miss theme and analyzing and our english and social studies classes, they were amazing beyond belief and i feel bad that you will never have the experience i did in that class, unless, of course, you were there, too. i miss the closeness of the chorus class and how we just talked the first 15 minutes. i miss the harmonies we could always break out into, and i miss singing tenor and nobody caring. i miss the small hallways and the fact that it's a one-floor building. i miss the soccer fields. i miss gym and walsh and pullar's OCD in health class. i miss french. oh, how i miss french class. i miss the benches we sat on in lunch. i miss the orderliness of the lunch lines. i miss how i was about as tall as everyone else instead of really short. i miss knowing exactly what i'm doing in math. FUCK. I MISS STEIGS LIKE CRAZY, especially since geometry is with kevin, ally, katie, and me. i miss cheiftains, the play, the concerts, lighting! i really do miss the catwalk. i even miss hershy's playing the guitar. i miss the morning anouncements that were done half the time over the loudspeakers because we couldnt get the television to work. oh, i miss so much, and there's so much i'm missing that i'm just not saying because i dont feel like typing anymore. i hope south can become my home just as tamanend did, maybe even better. that's a hard task. |